Whaaat? Who said 16?

It is Sunday evening and I'm once again... neutrally charged. It's this neutral of mental cies. The neutral "I do not know what I did, what to do" ... That neutral which makes you frightened when you hear different sounds, apart from music and the sound of the keyboard. It's very strange to feel this way... I don't know where I am and I don't know where to go. Any ideas...?