It may be my fault, but I make no apologies for anything.

Nobody can hurt me except myself. Only then I can feel pain, because I cause it myself. But I don't regret not doing something, so I leave my shame behind. This means a big step for me.

In the end... I am strong character. Well, in a way. It's just that... I can be easily put down in the process of a target because of low self-esteem. But I manage whatever I do, in most cases. "If you know that what you'll do is likely to end up in something wrong, it's better not to do it at all" I think, and then of course give up on principle. Because when I try, I give my best shot.

Love... I do not really think that there is... erotic love. There is mother love, fatherly love, brotherly love, love of god, immature and mature love. But now, whether such a thing may exist between a couple... I do not know. I mean... They all break up in the end.